I know, but... [Xichen shakes his head, catches Guangyao's hand to guide him to the bank so they can sit, fingers lacing with his.]

The decision is yours, A-Yao, to decide if what you want is worth fighting for. As for being good to you, I'm not any different than I've always been, Guangyao, and you've done so much for me how can I be anything else? ...And there's risk in everything, that's what makes it worth it when things do go the way they should.